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[21 Jul 2005|07:07am] |
so for some reason
i decided to update my journal after 3 months!!
haha summers been great i guess, i mean i work a shitload every dayyyy..annd, idk!
im not dating anyone in particular, but ive been kinda seeing this one guy that i really like Drew. hes so cute! but hes leaving for college at the end of the summer in VA. hes gonna be a sophmore in college. i mean like i dont like him a whole lot yet but hes just really fun.
but ne who yeah so i cut all my hair off..whoa i know! but i did that about a month ago as well..so ill show a picture :)
hows everyones summer going?
it seems like this summer no ones single, i feel like im the only one, but whatevr im livin it up!
ill start updating more!
<333 alex
( new picsss )
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[17 Apr 2005|08:39pm] |
so this weekend was pretty good..
first tuesday was cara's birthday, i went to the sallies lacrosse game after school with kevin schmidt and then went to caras!! we went to blue parrot for dinner, and then went home <33 the next day i had doctors appt's so she went to the KOP mall
friday night was the charity benefit, it was a blast we had so much fun
but this creepy guy did our "exotic makeup" and he went down our shirts to do our chest..and had his hand on our legs, it was sorta weird!!
after that we went to charcoal pit with our baby Matt brown <333
then saturday night i just went to caras and chilled, and sunday..
oy
i had a date with the firefighter, and it wasnt as good as i expected
we'll just put it that way
ask me for details if u want.
im tryin to chill with kyle perko soon tho, im pretty sure hes down for that too :)
( well here are pics from this past week )
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[11 Apr 2005|06:15am] |
so this weekend was pretty good actually
Friday-- Cara picked me up from work, and we went to the mall for a little. I got like 2 thinks from american eagle, and a pair of earrings from wetseal.
then we WALKED ouch from the mall to scrimmages, (not that far of a walk) and met up with Cat and Nick to see the HOTTEST bad EVERVERERE Johnny duke and the aces? i think their name is. wel only saw them play a couple songs, and i told Parish, the one that was so into cara, to tell Ian that their next meeting, to ditch his girl and give me a ring :) !! ha
then scott and uhh jimmy and jon and pat picked us up and we chilled
i thought i was gonna get with pat, but i wasnt that into him after he kept telling me to stop talking and to shut the fuck up and drink
plus i didnt wanna drink
so yeah jimmys cute :)
on saturday we were gonna go to either a party from bwine, or a sallies party, which i heard was pretty fuckin awesome, but we had softball till like 6 sumtihing and we were tired from getting home at like 4 am the night before soo..me and cara just chilled at her house
and watched lifetime movie!!!
the sunday i went ot grassroots and shopped for myself and cara
HER BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROWWW
and then thats it <33
( some pics.. )
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[06 Apr 2005|04:56pm] |
since we've gone back to school its def. sucked.
ive just been in really bad..upset, moods recently.
i wish every day that Brenan would come back to me, but i don't think he will. and according to matt brown, since he knows everything, hes definately never coming back, and he doesn't love me either..yeah..
i miss him a lot
i guess you can say im slowly learning how to cope with my feelings? i dunno thats what my mom said..or atleast what she wants me to do
i feel so hopeless..i never really pictured my life without him ever since we started going out, he was so perfect for me
i lost the best thing in my life and i don't know what to do now. all i can do is cry, or think about crying
i should probably stop..because i don't wanna get anymore upset :(
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[03 Apr 2005|06:56pm] |
so spring break sucked
me and cara hung out a lot
but i got dumped so..yeah
anyway, my cousins barmitzvah was yesterday and it was the worst thing in the world. i mean he did great, but it was boring. and all my family was asking how brenan was, and they were like OOH SHOW THIS ONE PICTURES OF HIM THEY HAVENT SEEN HIM YET!! and i was like..um we broke up, and theyre like WHY tell me well how when why this and that ugh
OHH YEAH!! alsoo...my distant family member..like its my non blood related uncle's sister and her husband. they moved to beverly hills, and theyre zip code is 90212!! and they live 3 streets over from Rodeo Drive!!
and Jessica Simpson's car BROKE DOWN IN FRONT OF THEIR HOUSE!! he said that he was gonna go out and help her or ask if she needed help but there were photographers like everywhere, so he said she just got out and went to saks to shop!!! AND he gave John Travolta (sp?) a massage at the 4 seasons hotel!!! AND they saw Michael Vartan (from Alias) in the Farmers Market!!
anyway here are some pics ( ... )
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[31 Mar 2005|03:15pm] |
so i still hate him..yeah the fucker who fuckin ruined my life
hes such an asshole
and i can't fuckin WAIT to get over him. i just really need a hookup..a guy..
a hot guy
ne way easter dinner at caras was great <3 she made everything!
and then she got her BRACES OFF TODAY!! take a look :
( easter and NO braces! )
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[29 Mar 2005|03:20pm] |
brenan broke up with me
dont even act surprised cuz he was always mean to me ne way
i miss him a lot and i wish he didnt do this to me
and i hate him for ruining my life like this
anyway i need to get over him so if u wanna fix me up wtih someone that doesNOT wanna be in a relationship then please please hit me up <333
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[20 Mar 2005|07:12am] |
so i've gotten really bad at updating
Last night was the ASHLEE SIMPSON CONCERT!!!!!!! omg it was soo much fun..
well at first i was really upset..and pissed..cuz i had my digital camera all the way with me in the car, and then right at the last minute i gave it back to my mom when they dropped us off because she kept saying i might get it taken away
BUT OF COURSE I WOULDNT HAVE. AND EVERYOTHER PERSON IN THE PLACE HAD ONE
so i couldnt take ANY pictures of ASHLEE..:( im realy upset.
its bullshit how many people talk about her
she DEF didnt lipsync..she changed the rhythm and shit of each song and sounded great. she was confident, and so cute up there. shes skinnier than i thought she was. we had great seats too. I LOVED HER! i wanna go to another concert of hers!
but yeah i through a tempertantrum i guess and Brenans mad at me for that.
sorry baby! i was just mad!
anyway i took some pics in the car before the concert..ill put them up here. and then theres like 2 of me from Thursday:
( pics from BEFORE the concert )
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[06 Mar 2005|12:02pm] |
so yeah i havent updated in like a month..
i feel like so much shit has happened..especially between me and Brenan
i dont even know or think he loves me ne more. who knows
i went to Mauras Party last night and i had a REALLY great time, I'm glad i went and that i didnt sit home and cry my eyes out over someone who was out having fun ne way..
( Mauras Partyyyy!! )
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